holiday..

many of my friend has gone to holiday..i would like to go too but no chance at all..

long time did not go to out station holiday le..

19 years old of me still cant have the freedom..

work~work~work~

everyday work~and everyday bored~almost bored to death..

only everyday at night can enjoy..plus chat..

very tired..tired of everything..not only from outside but inside too..

need someone to fill in the blank in my heart..can i? i don know..

just wanna update for those who want to see...>.<

wondering...

There is a church that i started to going every week, and i learn something there every week..met a lot of new friends and my Indian range of  friend is getting bigger.. 

seriously, i not totally comitted to that church 100% because I don think I will..there reasons behind it actually..

this church i cant say it is 100% a "proper" church because i don know the background of this church..because of this, i started to think about this already..u know..everything i will think for it..

today, my church.. p@w were not good, they did not practice for p@w at all, can i ask any church did not practice for p@w? it was too obvious..the sound, the band..hmm...hope it will change in the future..p@w is not for fun..is a serious thing..p@w can really touch a person heart..

but today my church can made a step..they started to use hug which i think it is vv nice to close up the gap between friends..Amen for that..^^

wonder why Ah Boy did not came church..he no reply me msg.. :(

Morning and Night

I do not know..

why?

in the morning i have to work but at night my feeling change..

down to the lowest..thats why i come out with a sentence at fb...

你们觉得渴望爱情的人会是花心的人吗?

hmm..deep down my heart..i really need a Lover to cover my boredom..

but that is not the priority...

start from i work..everyday i cant sleep well..keep on sleep wake~

yesterday broke the record..5 times sleep wake..in between have dreams..haiz..

mayb i think a lot b4 i slept..but i cant control it..

anyone teach me??

every night..

Mooncake Festival

Work just now but no much patient came..i think is because many of them are celebrating mooncake festival with their family or friends....hmm...wondering when is the last time i celebrate with family and my friends...

9pm finish work..driving car and heard 李玖哲new songs.....and cried while drive...so touch..

on the road back home...saw many ppl lighting candles outside their house and play

Tang Lung"..

how? friends now is all anti-ing me..avoiding me..lol...think too much..

Mcd-ing

Sunday....usually is my day at Church......

but...

start from this week...Sunday...i do not know where shall i go....no where to go and do......

at Mcd online alone.....

Stop by

just stop by here and i feel a lot of thing~

friends~ good bye to some of you..i did wrong things btw for those think i have does wrong..

take care for some of you there...take really good care there....

one of my close friend already not at M'sia d...he is going to London study d..and officially my close friend list had come to 0..no more..

My badge friends most of it is gone..and now is time for me to gone too...maybe~ maybe~ give me a few months ba..

i had enough...enough...sad enough...

Human are 3S's

STUBBORN

SILLY &

STUPID. include me..

see ya my friends...most of you cant see my for some time...sms me ba if miss me...but i don expect much of it...i know my own.. tau sendiri..

...

just want to say im vv tired~ 

pray for me o..2moro last paper..

must score high for 2moro paper..

MUST~keke..

i want to sleep lo...night night..