Morning and Night

I do not know..

why?

in the morning i have to work but at night my feeling change..

down to the lowest..thats why i come out with a sentence at fb...

你们觉得渴望爱情的人会是花心的人吗?

hmm..deep down my heart..i really need a Lover to cover my boredom..

but that is not the priority...

start from i work..everyday i cant sleep well..keep on sleep wake~

yesterday broke the record..5 times sleep wake..in between have dreams..haiz..

mayb i think a lot b4 i slept..but i cant control it..

anyone teach me??

every night..

Mooncake Festival

Work just now but no much patient came..i think is because many of them are celebrating mooncake festival with their family or friends....hmm...wondering when is the last time i celebrate with family and my friends...

9pm finish work..driving car and heard 李玖哲new songs.....and cried while drive...so touch..

on the road back home...saw many ppl lighting candles outside their house and play

Tang Lung"..

how? friends now is all anti-ing me..avoiding me..lol...think too much..

Mcd-ing

Sunday....usually is my day at Church......

but...

start from this week...Sunday...i do not know where shall i go....no where to go and do......

at Mcd online alone.....

Stop by

just stop by here and i feel a lot of thing~

friends~ good bye to some of you..i did wrong things btw for those think i have does wrong..

take care for some of you there...take really good care there....

one of my close friend already not at M'sia d...he is going to London study d..and officially my close friend list had come to 0..no more..

My badge friends most of it is gone..and now is time for me to gone too...maybe~ maybe~ give me a few months ba..

i had enough...enough...sad enough...

Human are 3S's

STUBBORN

SILLY &

STUPID. include me..

see ya my friends...most of you cant see my for some time...sms me ba if miss me...but i don expect much of it...i know my own.. tau sendiri..

...

just want to say im vv tired~ 

pray for me o..2moro last paper..

must score high for 2moro paper..

MUST~keke..

i want to sleep lo...night night..

Hmm~ todays feeling.

Long time no update this blog le..

How are u guys? fine? keke..

this week is a tired week. Friday early morning went to herbal garden"草药园" 

wow.im so excited~ saw lots of herbal and lot of funny and weird name of the herbal plant..lol..such as dragon tongue, crocodile tongue and lots more.. we ate some of the fruits of the herbal plant..and the most unforgettable fruits till now i still cant forget..because of it weird taste...it makes my tongue become 麻痹~yii~~ not delicious..

i have a good time with my friends too..they are so " silly and cute btw~ keke....for some of the people only...if u think is you then is you la....hahahahahaha....don sms me scold me o....lol..

On Saturday, early morning again..went to eat breakfast with Mi2~ lol..

that time we eat breakfast than i know she is so lazy de~ i told her that many people say her short hair very nice..but she said very "ma fan" because need to comb hair wor~ she said usually she no comb hair de.......yer~~ like that also can..zzz~ 

After we ate we went to my sweet home" my church"

I "搬" a lot of thing leh that time...very tired..hand muscle also felt pain d...old d ba?..maybe..lol..

I get scolded by a auntie o~ so pity and cham....sobx..

In the AFternoon..my friends and I started to practice P&W for our anniversary..

we sing until so tired and still cant finish the practice because we all already tired..cant sing with nice with our heart..because we need to sing the song to God..but our heart and body already tired..so we all hold our hand together to pray to God..

hmm~ that day I woke up on 6.30am.. and back home at 10.30pm...."siao" meh? 16Hours without rest.......

Sunday early morning again....lol..but this time is went to church service.just i arrive to church, Queeny gave a bottle of thing to me..said is 段姐 gave de...haha....is 海底椰凉水....thank you for taking care of me..

aiya..practice our drama again...tired...

hmm~ a friend of mine felt so tired wor~ she looks so tired till cant walk properly..so cham..but more cham is~~~~~~ I saw her back home d..then i sms her ask where she go..she said something that i have the same feeling i had before..so i knew what is her feeling..she feel so sad and moodless..

What actually friends is? what is your thought?

how do u feel when u felt that your friends not treating u good? but u treat them good?

In the evening, Elwin, Mi2, hui xin, Jia wei, Cy and I went to sing K~

In the beginning the 1st song they sang i already start to become moody le...

haiz~ i felt like so want to have a partner with me..so i can share the joy and happiness with her..

but i know this kind of thing is hard..you cant just "cincai" pick right?

felt so lonely..

u try to imagine in a K box room with so many people and loud sound you still felt lonely??

moodless Cont~

so i made a promises to myself..i wont go K box again until the "time" come..

on the way of my moodless, i still can heard the voices of them singing songs..

无可否认， Mi2 voice is superb~ very nice and calm..

in my circle of friends i never have  a friend that have a nice voices like her do..wow...very nice...felt like a artist singing~ but she is "a bit shorter" la...hahahaha...

after finish singing k we went back home..and i find my friends that not feeling well.. hoping that she don moodless..but she still moodless.. nvm lo..

i think she now happy a bit le ba..lol..she say "he" is "she" wor......nah~ u die le...i wrote at here d.....lol

i wrote finish la this blog.... hope that the next time i wrote this blog is have some happy things happen..

Phone~

从以前到现在,我的电话总是在"沉睡"当中..

太久没听见我心爱的电话"呼叫"我了..

有时真的有种想法..

有电话跟没电话没什么俩样..

咳..

是我自己的问题吧..

在人人面前总是以最好的化妆品掩盖自己的不足,悲哀..

知道的人只寥寥无几之人..

但..

结果..

一样..

电话以在我的视线范围以外了..

直到今天..

才发觉它的存在..

咳..

我承认我的人缘没他人来的好..

也没他人这么会抓摸人心..

一向来死板板一直坚持自己原则的我--傻瓜..

就是只会这样..

我多么的希望我的电话和其他人的电话一般..

拥有生命力及活泼的雀跃着..

但..

这可能么?

事实就是一种我们无论如何都得接受的事情..

算了吧..

把这一切当作倾诉..

By Ah Boy ( same thought with him)